My Epileptic Seizure. Tonic Clonic. Grand Mal.

I have never seen myself have a Tonic Clonic seizure - - although we managed to capture this some time ago one morning (partway through) - it took me ages to be able to accept it and then finally post it onto You tube. I managed to 'quieten' down some of the sound as I make some noises during the seizure (which I don't like). I'm blue at the lips as this isn't the worst seizure I've had, and I'm not breathing in the normal way. I'm usually on my right side during most seizures. The person in the room with me was holding me by my right hand/wrist to keep me on my side as I usually roll onto my back, as well as trying to catch me on camera. This one is relatively mild since I have been on the new drug. In the past, this type of seizure was called a Grand Mal fit. It was recently used by Paramount Pictures in one of their miniclip series - link(if it works is); http://www.thedoctorstv.com/videolib/init/9653 http://www.amazon.co.uk/registry/wishlist/1NIJKX6DU1IGQ/ref=cm_wl_rlist_go_o_C-3_d