Maino - Ready To Go (Lyrics In Description)

(Chorus x2) Im getting heavily sedated this hennessey done got me faded And Im ready to go, Im ready to go, Im ready to go Im ready to go, Im ready to go (Verse 1) I feel like life is lost, somewhere my life got lost Between these crazy streets, and all them years up north I watched my family go from, happy to now its broken My mommas barely coping, now why my daddys smoking Thats prolly why Im lokin, thats prolly where the hope went How can I keep my focus, when my whole world is hopeless My niggas dyin on me, Im feelin tired homie This 45 in my hand, should I try it on me? This type of shit Im thinking, stressing, steady drinking Driving, turning, weaving, tryna escape these demons The pressure building up, parole got me stuck My family, Im sorry baby, im bout to give it up (Chorus x2) Im getting heavily sedated this hennessey done got me faded And Im ready to go, Im ready to go, Im ready to go Im ready to go, Im ready to go (Verse 2) Im feeling suicidal, Im holding up my rifle Got voices telling me end it, I think thats what I might do Right now Im feeing worthless, my son was my whole purpose I cant face him it hurts me to let him see me hurtin His momma keep on spazzin, need money I dont have it I told her wait cause one day, imma make it big rappin Feels like im just dreamin, wake up, stop believing Cause niggas like me end up only in jail or leaving Im tried of hustlin, struggling, running from the pos That liquor talking its sayin fuck it you got to go Im so depressed, in a deep stress, I need rest I sleep less, cant eat shit, oh jesus please repull my spirit (Chorus x2) Im getting heavily sedated this hennessey done got me faded And Im ready to go, Im ready to go, Im ready to go Im ready to go, Im ready to go (Verse 3) To my son I tried, now mommy please dont cry Feel like a failure cause life keep passin me on by Im tired of being patient, with problems accumulating Whose waitin god or satan, which ones my destination Heaven or hell Im thinkin, holding my cup Im drinking Deeper I keep on sinking, depressions what Im reaching My god Im bout to squeeze it, my brains all on the sink and I guess this is the feeling that half a mill was feeling Now I can see myself, standing outside myself Look at me bleeding, damn, I done kill myself I ended my own life, I feel me taking flight Till someone touching me, pulling me towards the shining light